i dont care about anything anymore, people just dont understand, i try but no one thinks i do, i get hurt in everyway constantly, i wouldnt even care if something i care about the most right now just...died or something, i just dont have emmotions anymore, they were beaten out of me....literally...heh. i dont care...i just dont care, i want to die, its not like it would really matter if i did or didnt anyways. ill be glad when i die and people are upset, serves em right, they didnt care when i was there!!! why should they care now???